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Update-Please read loyal watchers and friends

Thu Nov 5, 2009, 6:32 PM
yeah, its been awhile, thought I'd update you all


So, I have not been very active here for awhile, I've been trying to draw stuff, but no really good ideas get into my head, and I wont do Art Trades anymore, I just can risk upsetting anyone when I cant deliver.

I've been sort of feeling depressed lately, and not really having any will to do anything, Im trying to find a job and secure some money for myself, and frankly my self esteem has been dropping with each passing day.

And about RP War II, I am really, really trying hard to work on this for you guys, but nothing seems to be working. I try to draw some pictures for it, but that doesn't work, and whenever I start to write, it just doesn't feel right and I quit. I want to do this RP War, I really really do, but I feel like I cant make it great, and my lack of confidence in myself sure has not helped me write this thing.

I feel myself slowly slipping away from the Invader Zim fandom, I mean I still love that show, and the characters I have created from it, not to mention all the awesome people I have had the pleasure to meet, but I guess my interests have been leaning more to my Military side, as some can tell from the military picture I've posted.

I guess what I am saying is that, frankly, I've fed up with alot of things, mostly myself, and this rant is a vent because I cannot just tell people how I really feel, afraid of hurting them, or worse. So yeah, ignore this if you want to

  • Mood: Suffering

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  • Current Residence: U.S.A
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: why should i tell you your not the FBI
  • Print preference: im not sure
  • Interests: invader zim, cartooning, Video games
  • Favourite movie: Red Dawn
  • Favourite band or musician: ELVIS, The beatles, Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin......it goes on people
  • Favourite genre of music: Swing, Jazz, Classic Rock
  • Favourite artist: ME!!!!!,RavenPuff,Half dude, others on DA
  • Favourite poet or writer: POET ARE YOU CRAZY
  • Favourite photographer: me
  • Favourite style of art: my style
  • Operating System: MAC 0S X
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic
  • Shell of choice: NOT A CRAB......I might be a turtle but im not sure
  • Wallpaper of choice: mine whatever it is at the time
  • Skin of choice: white.....not to be racist, im just use to it
  • Favourite game: Battlefield 2142, Call of Duty 4
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3...Xbox 360...Maybe the Xbox
  • Favourite cartoon character: Invader zim, Gir, tallest red, Stimpy, Peter Griffin
  • Personal Quote: \\
  • Tools of the Trade: machanical pencil, sharpie, markers, and compy

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:iconirkenimperialgaurd:
depends, what ideas do you have?

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:iconirkenimperialgaurd:
what are the factions involved?

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Revelation 21:6- "I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely."

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:iconhighlordvenn:
Could either be a Invader zim rp with Irken Vs the universe or something like future earth fighting a civil
:iconhighlordvenn:
or anything really.
:iconthislittlekitty615:
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Please sign good sir! Steve will be greatful!
:iconladybarricade:
yo!
its Em
got a new account
:iconkabry:
Hi! thanks for the fav ^_^

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:iconpatrick1917:
Thanks for the fave.

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